Knowing I was scared. Not able to explain what was going through my bones. Searching to find. Where I could place all these ideas in my mind. I stayed blind. Not following the mainstream of ideas. This place. I found in the end. Was my home. I spent most of my journey trying to seek elsewhere. The whole time it was right underneath me. Sharing, growing, surviving the challenges that broke me. To reshape me. More people to see. More ships in a hurry on the open sea. Taught me